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an odd number


5 years.
What's gonna happen in 5 years?
Why is everyone saying 'let's see 5 years from now'?
What's so special about 5 years?

I don't get it.
Yeah sure, we'll be much older in 5 years time. But we all knew that was coming.
And yeah, some of us might already be married in 5 years time. But is that something to brag about?

Getting old, getting married, doesn't always bring happiness.
So I'll ask once more.

What are you looking for in the next 5 years?
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separated (my version)


Friend, I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Friend, you know i love you, I can't deny
Can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I...

I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so...
Why don't you go...

So why don't you go your way, and I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
You'll do well, and I'll be fine
'Cause we're better off
SEPARATED
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males


mood blogging saya memudar lagi. males banget rasanya ngetik nyeritain hidup saya yang sebenernya gak ada apa-apanya. maaf buat pembaca blog setia saya (kalau emang ada). posting terakhir saya tentang liburan lebaran kayaknya gak akan ada part-part selanjutnya. sumpah, males...

posting sesekali pasti masih jalan, tapi entah sekali seminggu, sekali sebulan, atau mungkin sekali setaun. entahlah, gimana mood saya.
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the world is teasing me


On raditya dika's blog, i read a sentence that caught my attention.

"kata orang, kalo mau ngeblog, tulislah perasaan yang paling kuat yang lagi kamu rasakan"

I've been desperate for the past few days, looking for an inspiration for a new posting. Now I've finally got it. I'm gonna write about the strongest feeling I'm feeling now. Easy right??

Nope. I gotta be really careful with the words I use. Coz I'm warning you, the things i write here ain't all pretty. Haaaah, who gives a damn anyway?? Here goes.

Well, I haven't been a very happy soul lately. There's something bothering my mind, frequently annoying me. And I hate the fact that I can't run away from it. I HAVE to face it. Every time I try to run away, it's as if this "thing" is absolutely determined to make me feel annoyed and it follows me wherever I go. I don't know why I'm bothered by this, coz usually I don't give a damn about it. I've never been so annoyed by it before.

You must already be curious what the "thing" is. Well, to tell you the truth, I don't really know either. It can't be described in one word. All I know is, I GET REALLY ANNOYED SEEING SO MUCH LOVE ALL AROUND ME.

I feel like the whole world is teasing me. It's like being on a small island while everyone else is in the sea of love surrounding me. I know it sounds disgusting, but I'm not exaggerating. I'm surrounded by couples everywhere!!! My class is full of them, and I'm pretty sure there are still more to come. I'm starting to think God's actual purpose of creating XII IPA 7 was to make it some kind of dating service instead of a class. We've already got 6 couples in class!! Including my best friend.

Yeah, I think that's what bothers me the most. My best friend is one of the six couples in my class. It's not that I'm not happy that she's found someone special for her, no. I'm glad that she's happy, as long as she feels happy with him. But what really gets on my nerves is this: ever since she started going out, all of our conversations now have the same topic. HER BOYFRIEND!! Well, I don't really know if you can call it a conversation, cause she's the one doing most of the talking. All I do is shut up and force myself to listen. Probably give a few short responses. It isn't easy, I'll tell you that. She's my best friend, there's no way I'd hurt her feelings. It just makes it all the more hard to get through.

What have I done to deserve this?? It's torture!! If the world's purpose of putting me in this position is to tease me and annoy the guts out of me, I'll tell you one thing: dear world, you did it. Bulls eye!! You really hit the spot. I really don't know why all of a sudden I'm like this. I used to be pretty cool about it. Didn't give a damn. I couldn't care less what those couples do in front of me. But now?? I feel like running away every time I see a couple coming my way. Sadly, I can't do that. I can't just run out of class whenever I want to when the teacher's teaching, can I??. I can't just leave my best friend without a good reason, can I?? I guess I'll just have to get my eyes adjusted to seeing six couples all dating at the same time.

Me, JEALOUS?? Maybe. Probably. Most likely. Yeah, that's probably it. But there's nothing I can do about it anyway. So, go ahead, world. Tease me all you like. You can't torture me any more than this.
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what is he like?


sometimes i wonder what he's like. the person made specially for me.

Does he have the same characters and personalities as me, so that we get along easily and have the same opinions?
Or does he have the opposite character and personalities, so that we can fill in each others weaknesses?

Does he make my heart beat faster whenever he's close to me, so that i go blushing red every time he passes me?
Or does he make me feel calm whenever i'm close to him, so that i feel like i'm in the most comfortable place in the world each time i sit next to him?

Is he humorous, so that he can make me smile whenever i'm feeling down?
Or is he melancholic, so that he can feel the pain i feel and cry together when i need someone to cry with?

Is he the friendly type, who can make me feel i've got a best friend for life?
Or is he the loving type, who can make me feel like an angel in the clouds with his sweet words?

whatever he's like, as long as he likes me for who i am, i'll be loyal 'til the end of time...
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tsubasa vs. batman??


Ngeposting lagi!!! Ga penting sih, tapi gak tau kenapa belakangan jadi pengen ngeposting melulu. Postingan kali ini tentang my beloved class, ASEVENTY.

Jadi gini nih...
In my opinion, 11 IPA 7 IS THE BEST!!! Ni kelas rame banget, bisa diartikan secara harfiah ato ngga. Gimana gak rame?? Ada Nurs, Caca en segerombol orang heboh lainnya. Apalagi anak-anak Guardiannya pada iseng en jail. Oiah, kelas aku tuh penuh sama figur superstar en idola cewek. Ngga penuh juga sih, sebenernya cuma 2 orang kalo kata aku.

Pertama: Ade. Sebenernya namanya R**GG*, tapi dipanggilnya Ade. Kenapa dia jadi idola?? Karena menurut cewek-cewek sekelas, si Ade itu luar biasa GANTENG. Dulu pas semester 1, ga ada yang merhatiin gara-gara agak ketutupan kacamata. Kalo aku beda lagi. Emang dari dulu aku udah nyadar kalo si Ade lumayan cakep dibanding cowok yang lain di kelas(kalo ada cowok ipa7 yang baca, jangan tersinggung ya... semuanya ganteng kok, wkwkwk...), tapi yaa, sampe situ aja. Lumayan cakep. Tapi sama kayak cewek ipa7 yang lain, semuanya berubah pas semester 2 pas liga charet. Para cewek pendukung ipa7 langsung terpesona pas ngeliat si Ade main di liga karet pake celana pendek dan KACAMATA DILEPAS. Whooooh... Sejak saat itu, semuanya berubah. Jadi buaannyaaak yang ngeceng si Ade(gak tau serius atau ga, tapi kalo satu-dua mah pasti ada). Aku juga jadi ngeliatin dia terus kalo pas main bola, wkwkwk... Gimana lagi, emang enak diliat sih. Kalo Ade ke depan kelas, yang cewek spontan kayak cheerleader nyorakin pemain basket. Malah ada cewek yang sampe diem-diem motoin Ade pas orangnya ga nyadar, tapi ga aku sebut namanya. Kasian, ntar malu. Semuanya jadi saling pamer kalo bisa duduk atau sekelompok ama si Ade. Aah, pokoknya cewek2 ipa7 jadi kena virus aneh deh!! Parah pisan!! Hahaa... Untung aku ga terlalu parah kena virusnya. Tapi gak tau kenapa, walaupun si Ade banyak yang ngefans, ga ada cewek yang sampe ngedeketin orangnya. Mungkin emang gara-gara Adenya yang lebih sering ngobrol ama cowok, jadi rada cuek ama cewek. Kalo disorakin pas ke depan aja mukanya tetep kalem. Aku pernah nanya sih lewat ym, iseng doang. ”Gimana rasanya punya fans club sendiri?? Wkwkwk...”. Dia bales apa coba?? ”paduli”. Aku langsung ngakak, tapi dalem ati aja berhubung lagi di warnet. Yaah, liat positifnya aja De. Seenggaknya jadi tau gimana rasanya jadi selebritis kan?? Wkwkwkwk...!!!

Kedua: Fadhil. Ini juga bukan nama aslinya, tapi biasanya dipanggil Fadhil. Orang yang satu ini emang ga seganteng Ade, tapi dia udah kayak magnet cewek secara ga langsung. Orangnya emang ramah, sopan, dan BAIIIIKKK BANGET. Ga cuma itu aja sih, tapi kalo semua kelebihan dia disebutin, kamu ga akan selesai baca blog ini sampe 24 jam kemudian (lebaay, namanya juga metafora). Jelas orang ini beda sama Ade. Kalo Fadhil beda. Tempat duduknya aja dikepung ama cewek semua, jelas aja dia sering ngobrol ama anak yang cewek juga. Kalo fakta yang satu ini sama sekali ga lebay. Biasanya tempat duduk cewek ama cowok di kelas kan ngegerombol semua. Yang cewek ngumpul ama yang cewek, yang cowok ngumpul ama yang cowok. Kalo bangkunya Fadhil: depan, belakang, kiri, kanan, semua penjuru arah diagonal tu bangkunya cewek semua. Kayak bangku nyasar, gitu lho... Aku penasaran juga sih, temen sebangkunya si Fadhil pernah protes gak ya?? Hhe... Anyway, mulai melenceng nih. Fadhil ga pernah disorakin kayak Ade kalo ke depan, tapi dia orang yang paling sering ditanyain kalo ada pelajaran yang ga ngerti atau ada yang perlu dibantuin or whatever lah(lebih sering berlaku buat yang kaum hawa sih). Fadhil tuh buaaanyaaaaak banget cewek yang deket sama dia. Hebat lah, sumpah aku kagum. Baru sekali ketemu ama cowok yang bisa gaul sama cewek atopun cowok tapi deketnya sama aja. Emang tipe orangnya gitu sih, bikin orang nyaman deket dia. Anehnya, aku perhatiin syndrome ini juga baru nongol pas semester 2(aku udah kayak peneliti aja nih, hahaha!!!). Fadhilnya sih udah baik dari awal semester 1, kalo kata aku malah udah dari kelas X. Yang baru keliatan pas semester 2 tuh sikap cewek-ceweknya. Aku sendiri ga bisa ngedeskripsi pake kata-kata, soalnya emang susah. Yaa, agak mirip kasusnya Ade sih, tapi gak se- blak-blakan itu. Semua ceweknya jadi rebutan tempat duduk di depan atau di belakang Fadhil, rebutan sekelompok ama Fadhil, dll. Mejanya dia jadi ga pernah sepi cewek deh!!! Hahaha... Yaa, agak ngerasa kehilangan dikit sih. Jadi kehilangan temen ngobrol. Ah, udahlah.

Enakan mana ya?? Ade ato Fadhil?? Si Ade udah kayak superstar, tapi ga banyak cewek yang ngedeketin. Kalo Fadhil, gak terlalu wah, tapi deket sama cewek. Aduuh, gak tau ah. Yang ginian mah urusan cowok. Aku cewek sih, jadi ga bisa ngasih pendapat. Hahahaaaa....

Ni posting kok jadi aneh sih?? Melenceng jauh dari tujuan utama!! Ga nyeritain ipa7 sama sekali!! Hahahaa... Tapi sayang kalo dihapus lagi. Udah cape ngetik euy. Udahlah. IPA 7 bisa aku ceritain lagi ntar ntar kalo ada cerita yang lebih seru, ya ngga?? Lagian anak ipa7 kan cuma dikit yang aktif ngeblog. Oke, sekian dan terimakasih!!!

NB: Semua nama yang disebut di atas ga ada yang nama asli. Aku jadi takut masukin nama asli sejak Jimmy Neutronnya ipa7 negor aku, hahahaa... Tapi emang ada tujuannya juga sih. Oh iya, satu lagi. Yang dimaksud ”cewek-cewek ipa7” di postingan ini ga berarti SEMUA cewek ipa 7 yaa. Mayoritas aja kok. Hhe...
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